Thursday, December 20, 2007
My Beloved!!
Can you heed
To my Cry
for you darling!!
Can you hear
Pace of my heart
that miss out its
beat a second
when it glimpse your
shade of love
Near me?!
Your stunning eyes
flames my soul
Forever giving me the
twinge in me.
As I listen to
cute music of your words
I go crazy
On you ,my life,
For you’re my world!!
With you near me
My living
experiences
The ecstasy
Of your glory
Making me wonder
Of my love to you
Which made you
unified in my world
for you are the ruler of me
accept me as your quill
in your crown of love
my beloved
for without you my
life is nothing but nil
Saturday, December 8, 2007
Drowned by your love
Touched my being
Making me wordless
For I am drowned by your love
Touched my deep heart
Filling my eyes with tears
For I am drowned by your love
Your glance of kindness
Touched my deep soul
Making me reliant on you
For I am drowned by your love
Need you all my life
With me forever
For I love you truly
With all my heart
Deeply and madly
For I am drowned by your love
Monday, December 3, 2007
The Black diamond!!
In the pages of history
There goes a footprint
Confirming an
Inerasable imprint
In the hearts of numerous!!
Leading the black leopards army
In the pathway of periyar!!
In the alleyway of social justice
He is the crowned King
Commander who least bothers
His life in the battleground!!
His words and writings
Actions and thoughts
Spins around his populace!!
Fearless Fighter ,
who on no account
compromise his doctrines
For Periyarism is
United with the
Beat of his heart!!
In the way
of his life
He tolerates
Trouble
Torment
Torture
Pain
agony
Just to make the
Dreams of Periyar
Come True!!
For he is the Black
Diamond!!
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Love sought is good...
It grants us liveliness
To carry our errands
Without any demands
It is sign of vivid
Gesture of vigor
Symbol that
Confer fortitude!!
Bestow Confidence!!
Bonding hearts together
Kindling feeling
Of compassion
Making difference void
It is hunted
By one and all
For it gives
Bliss with buoyancy
Filling the being
With ecstasy
It is christened as love!!
Love that spreads
Glee in gloominess
Joy in sorrow
On this Earth!!
Uniting the populace
In every sphere of life
Speare’s lexis hold factual
Love sought is good
But given
Unsought is better!!
To love is to live…!!!
To live a life with you
For you are my power
For all my triumph!!
Born in this world
To share with you
For you are my beloved
For my being to go on!!
Born in this world
To think about you
For you are my source
Of vim and vigor in me!!
Born in this world
To guard you
With my adore and love
For to love you, is to live!!
Monday, November 26, 2007
She gathers me…!!
My heart ceased to beat,
For it had broken to piece
Since my princess glance
Threw me deep into a trance
I lost me in her stance
Searching myself all over
But failed in my efforts
To collect me as before
I pleaded her to hear
My silent adore for her
To declare my deepest care
But she departed with no bother
My days had lost its allure
I suffer, for there is no cure
Till her love to me is assured
For she is my verve
She gathers me…!!
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Guardian Of Life!!!
They are treasure of our journey
On no account let them go free
For they are the shadowiness tree
For all our grief and gloom
Their smile makes us bloom
They offer aid to flourish
They offer seconds to relish
During our flight of crisis
They ferry you to bliss
In this world of egoism
They are spirit of altruism
They are not our siblings
But sandals of love, kindling
Our being to boundless elation
Carve the minutes with them
Deep in your heart rhythm
For the alcove imprinted
Create difference in our lives
For it is an undying relation
Bond with care and loyalty
With confidence and warmth
Attachment never die away
As they are shielded
By guardian of Life,
Friends!!
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Still a child at heart!!
Caring for nobody , lived with no torment
Wandering everywhere with no one’s consent
Playing with friends without any difference
Appreciating beauty in abundance
Expressing thoughts without hesitance
We were in the world of compassion
With no brutality and corruption
With no terror and horror
Our world was filled only with humor
Miss those days of blithe,
Miss those days of delight ,
When we enjoyed without fright
Still wishing you all
A very happy children’s day
For we are
Still a child at heart!!
Still a child at heart!!
Monday, November 12, 2007
True Beauty...
Now , the news is that a lady who worked as a teacher and died recently at the age of 78, the cremation was done by her adopted daughter who is a physically challenged person.
This girl was thrown by her parents because she was attacked by polio . Her adopted mother took her from the street and brought her up. The money she earned through her teaching she spent on girl’s operation thrice so that her legs which were attacked by polio was operated and because of that today she could manage to stand on her own.
Now, the thing which was bothering me was, the lady who died had no blood relation with this girl. But still she sacrificed her life and she did not even marry for the sake of this girl. She spent all her money earned , on her operation for this girl with whom she was not related in anyway. I was wondering about the lady’s motherly feeling and her unconditional love she had for this girl. No one could deny that she lived and died as a great human.
As I was engrossed in these thoughts I remembered Mother Theresa. The lady who brought in light in the lives of downtrodden people. No one can deny she was a great human with humane in her.
Yes, true beauty lies in heart of an individual and not in the external appearance. Irrespective of gender, the greatest virtue that each and every individual must have in them is care and love for this humankind.
If religion, caste, creed, color, god ,borders of a country, if these things hinders our living, to live as a human then let us shatter them and break those barriers and just stand for Humanity.
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
Love Bug!!
As Clear as a crystal
Life went its way
As a quiet river!!
As ripple made by
A stone thrown,
Your entry into
My life
Made me vibrant!!
I was disturbed
By those glittering eyes
Which never allowed
Me to sleep
Not only my heart,
But my dreams
Were stolen
By you!!
Hunger and thirst
Were away from me
Making me an alien
Even in my own world!!
My senses
Revolved around
You, in need of
Your intimate presence
With me
For I am bit
By love bug!!
Do not bug
Me further
With your absence!!
My love,
Let my life be glorified
With your gorgeous presence!!
PONGAL
Festival that teaches the value of Hard Work
Festival that gives thanks to the nature for its Kindness!!
Festival that Brings Happiness to Farmers
It’s a season to celebrate
It’s a season to think of the Backbone of a country
It’s a season to think of the sacrifice of the Working Group
It’s a season to think of the hands that Plough because of which we live!!
Day where not only the seeds sown grow and shine with glee
But also the Hearts of Farmers who get their Price for their Hard Work
Not only sugarcane tastes Sweet –Also
The Hearts of Farmers who work for the Whole year for the joy of many!!
Let’s celebrate this day with full Joy and Happiness!
Let’s celebrate this Harvest Festival beyond Caste and Religion!
Let’s celebrate this Day with the Pride of Remembering our Identity!
Let’s celebrate this Day with Salutation to the Farmers!!
HAPPY PONGAL!!
Life is sweet!!
There may be hurdles
There may be pains
There may be downfall
There may be failure-But
These are not lasting!!
You may have none to comfort
You may have none to care
You may have none to understand
You may have none to listen-But
These are temporary!!
Learn to overcome hurdles with strong mind
Learn to make your pains to happiness by your smile
Learn to make steps of success from your downfall
Learn to make pillars of victory from your failure-Then
Learn to comfort others
Learn to care for others
Learn to understand others
Learn to listen to others-Then
Life is sweet!!
RED MOON
She was in her early twenties
She was a widow
She lost her sweetheart in the war
She lost her happiness and joy
Her Days were dark
Her Music was dull
Her Smile was dead
Her voice was dumb
She was avoided by relations
She was scolded by society
She was scared by the jackals in society
She was on the whole -Depressed!!
Why is this nonchalant behavior of the society-?
Why is this nonchalant behavior of the relations?
Was she a criminal-? Was she a terrorist?
Was she not Human? – Now Arise!!
Enough of your tears
Enough of your sorrow
Enlighten yourself!
Energize yourself!
Break the chains of slavery
Break the cradles of superstitious belief
Begin your agitations!
Burn Human Earthworms with Fire of your Anger!!
Be Braving to stamp the Rotten thoughts under your Foot!
Bury the Words of Human Wolves with your Power!
Be Not a Breeze- Be a Wind
Hold your Head High!
Build your world without slavery
Build your world without superstition
Build your world without tears
Build your world without sorrow
Make your world with joy!
Make your world with Power!
Make your world with Bliss!
Make your world with Fragrance!
Be Not a White Moon!!
Be a Red Moon!!
My Dream
I had a dream
I had a dream
Dream which made me happy
Dream which made me to think!
It was dark forest
There was loneliness everywhere
The rustling of dry leaves heard
The birds were resting in nest
The hooting of owl heard
It was raining heavily
I heard a feeble voice near a cave
I went out to see the owner of the voice
I saw a young man
With hunch back
With folded hands
With bent head
I went near him
He looked at me
I asked him where he should go.
He replied - For race!!
I was surprised!
I asked him to run
He quietly looked into my eyes
He gave me a stare!!
I asked him was he lame?
He stretched his legs to me
It was fine
He was not lame
What made him not to walk?
I asked him
He told that he was put in a cave
For thousand of years
There was no light
There was no air
There was no freedom
There was no strength
He was not allowed to walk
He was not allowed to talk
He was not allowed to study
He was not allowed to express
He asked for a helping hand
I gave him mine
He walked holding my hand
He slowly gained strength
He started walking fast!
His hunch back slowly straightened
He started walking briskly
He started running
He at last won the race!!
Also when he won the race
I did not help him till the destination
I helped him in the beginning
This gave strength to finish the race
The helping hand was not given
Because I pitied him
It was act of repent
For suppressing his birthright- Freedom!!
His face shone brightly
He stood with pride and joy
He looked at people who treated him animal
Just for them to regret for their deeds!!
The Rich Little Boy
Akilan woke up from sleep hearing the ringing of temple bells. He got up and went to wash his face in the roadside pump. Akilan was five years old and was an orphan. He knew nothing about joy and happiness. All he knew was hunger, humiliation, and tears. As he was washing his face, the priest of the temple came to pump water. He shouted at Akilan to move and pumped the water and then went inside the temple. Akilan was staring at the temple for sometime. Then as usual he went and sat outside the temple for begging. He had no strength. He was starving for the third day. He was tired and had no strength. Many people walked into temple but none cared to look at him. He was vexed. It was a hot day. Akilan slowly got up and went to the roadside pump to fill his stomach with water. As he went near the pump he saw a rich lady and his small son walking towards the temple. The rich little boy was holding a big toy gun in his hands and he was making the sound of the gun with his mouth as he was walking. The rich little boy saw Akilan and stopped for a minute. Akilan was seeing the toy gun. He had never seen such a big toy gun before! His eyes opened wide on seeing the gun. Even during the THIRUVIZHA at temples he used to see only small one. He forgot his hunger and was looking at the toy gun with eagerness. The rich little boy was surprised to see Akilan in such a bad condition with torn clothes, dry hair. He was moved by this and understood that Akilan was seeing the toy gun. He smiled at Akilan and handed over the gun to Akilan. Akilan smiled at rich little boy but he was hesitating to get the gun. Have It! said the little rich boy in childish manner. When Akilan went near the rich little boy to get the gun, little rich boy's mother pushed Akilan aside with full force. She looked at Akilan as if she was looking at some creature. Akilan was bleeding badly. Tears filled Akilan's eyes but he had no strength to cry. He fainted. The rich little boy who saw him faint went to his car and brought him water. But his mother scolded him and dragged him inside the temple.
The priest welcomed the lady with a broad smile. He asked her, on whose name the Abishagam has to be done? The lady told that it was his son's birthday today and asked to do Abishagam on his name itself. She handed him a can of milk, honey and Panneer for Abishagam. The little rich boy was seeing what the priest was doing. He poured the milk on the statue of God and was chanting some mantras; he then poured the honey and paneer. The lady took the little boy and went round the temple. When they were about to finish the first round the little boy saw the milk coming out through a hole at the corner, the milk which was given to Abishagam. After prayers, the rich little boy along with him mother came out of the temple towards the car. The rich little boy searched for Akilan. He saw Akilan on the roadside pump drinking water. The rich little boy was annoyed of the wasted milk inside the temple and here a little boy even without a cup of pure water to drink. He asked his mother to get some milk for Akilan. But the lady dragged him to the car. He questioned his mother. When you can give so much milk to the priest why not a cup of milk to the poor boy who is in hunger? The lady told that it was for God and only then God will keep them happy. The rich little boy was not convinced with this explanation. He asked his mother to give cup of milk to the poor boy. The lady got angry and slapped her son. But the rich little boy was stubborn. He told he would not come home unless she gives cup of milk to the poor boy. The lady tried to convince him but in vain. She at last gave a cup of milk to poor boy. As Akilan drank the milk the little rich boy could see the smile, the real happiness in the face of Akilan. He smiled at his mother. His mother smiled too. She remembered the lines, “You can see God only in the smiles of poor”.
DAWN OF HUMANITY
Break the chains of slavery
Walk with Confidence- Then
The height of sky also can be reached
The depth of sea also can be touched
Do not yield to superstitious belief
Do not yield to false Promises of Politicians
Do not yield to fake heroic deeds in Cinema
Do not yield to drugs that spoil your future
Bear in Mind that each one has responsibility to this society
When you take each step ahead in your life think that it must be useful to Mankind
Do not think yourself inferior to anyone
Try to accept your faults –It is the way to success!!
To improve one’s altitude in life
Remember Self Motivation is the best attitude one can have!
Do not stumble and fall when hit by any failure
Try to withstand the force of failure and make it to success!!
Compassion and love towards humanity
It is the quality that is most needed in today’s world
Break the borders of the countries with love- Then
Dawn of Humanity is not so far!!
True Freedom
Freedom – we got from the Foreigners who invaded us –But
Today we live as strangers even within our land
Today we work as slaves even under our own people
Today we fight even with our own blood!!
Freedom – we got from the foreigners who looted our wealth-But
Today we have Politicians who in the name of service loot the people
Today we have Officers who forget their duty for money
Today we have people who starve to death even without one day meal!!
Freedom – we got from foreigners to rule ourselves-But
Today we fight in the name of God
Today we fight in the name of religion
Today we fight in the name of caste
Today we fight in the name of language
Today we fight in the name of virtual borders
Today we fight even for natural resources!!
Freedom – we got from foreigners united!!
Today we stand divided!!
Freedom – is not just hoisting flag and distributing sweets
Freedom – is the ability to understand ourselves and stand together!!
True Freedom – is the day when we come out of our own imaginary diversified bondage!!
Freedom is not losing ones own identity
Freedom is not suppressing ones rights- As
A fruit in fruit salad brings taste without losing its individual taste
Freedom is obtained in each individual’s freedom!!
This is True Freedom!!
Just a Minute!!
AT Hotel as Servers
At Home as Maids
At Road side Work
At Crackers Factory
At Shops
In Every Art
I can see the faded Palm lines of Young Buds!!
In the Age of Joy – Their
Dreams are burnt at Crackers Factory!
In the Age to Learn- Their
Knowledge is stopped!
In the Age of Happiness- Their
Eyes are filled with Tears!
In the Age to Play-Their
Shoulders are Loaded With Burden!
Life of no Pains
Life of No care
Life full of Joy
Life full of Happiness
Is this Careless, Painless Life
Just Belong to few?
Are they not the Pillars of Future India?
With No Happy Childhood
Will the Pillars be strong In the future?
Give a thought
Just a Minute!!
MIRAGE
The room was dark. She could hear feeble footsteps. She woke up from her bed and sharpened her ears. She was old and her senses too were not very sharp. She was nearing her last days. She lost her husband five years back. Now the footsteps were heard so near and was much stronger than before. She was unable to get down from her bed. The door slowly opened. Through the half opened door the rays of sun entered the room. Amma!! she was surprised to hear the voice. Now the words were very clear. Amma!! How are you? It was her son Ravi. He had left for states after the death of his father and settled there with his family. He used to send her money order every month. Now, after 5 years he had come to visit his mother. Her joy knew no bounds. She jumped out of joy. She felt that her body was filled with new energy.
Ravi came near her bed and hugged his mother. Amma, how are you? I am fine dear. You did not inform in your previous letter too that your coming. Her eyes widened with surprise. Yes amma, they have sent me here from my company for a week for an official work. It all happened very soon and no time to inform. Her eyes was filled with tears. She kissed on his forehead. She got down from her bed. Amma, what your doing? You just lie down! said Ravi. No No you have come after 5 years . Just wait I will prepare all the dishes u like within seconds. Ravi u like sweets right? I will prepare it dear. Amma no need to strain yourself !! She turned to him. What you said dear? Strain!! This is not at all Ravi. The days when I was alone here , the days when I had always cried for your presence near me were the days of pain and strain. Not when your near me my child!! Her words came in whispers. She was almost crying!! Amma , now I am here. Please don’t cry . Ravi hugged his old mother.
She went inside the kitchen. Where from I got so much of strength ? she asked herself. She was preparing lunch so quickly. She had finished with her son’s favorite sweet. She kept them in a plate and came to hall calling her son. Ravi was not in the hall. Thinking he might have gone to his study room went there. She did not find him there too. She was wonderstruck. She was searching for him calling his name aloud. Ravi! Ravi! Where are you son? Where did you go? See I have prepared your favorite sweet!! Come and have some dear!! she came out shouting . But Ravi was not found anywhere!
Just then lady in the next house was explaining this scenario to her husband. She was telling , Poor lady!! Daily she comes out calling for her son thinking he had arrived!!
She always expects that her son would come one day but all her expectations turns to be a mirage.
Amma- Mother
To My Friend...
During Times of sorrow
During Times of joy
During Times of Loneliness
You were with me!!
When I lost my confidence
Your words were my strength
When I lost my energy
Your Kindness energized me!!
When I fought with you
Your patience changed me
When tears filled my eyes
You asked me to be brave!!
When flowers boasted of its beauty
When rainbow boasted of its colors
When sky boasted of its height-sea of its depth
I boasted to them about you - My friend!!
Diamonds are worthless
Riches are worthless
Till my life ends - You and your
Nearness are worthy to me!!
Way to make life happy!!
Akil, come and have your lunch dear!! called Akilan’s mother. But Akilan did not come. AKilan’s mother went to bedroom to see him. He was hiding his face with his pillow and crying. Akil, what dear? What happened? Why are you crying? I need those pair of shoes, I need them now, He said crying. But Akil you have three pairs al ready why you need one more? Akilan got up from his bed and asked his mother, why should I not have one? We can afford it Mummy. We have money to get anything we need any number of times. So , why cant I have that pair too? It was looking too good. Now Akilan’s mother did not reply and just saw into Akilan’s eyes for a moment and told, Akil you come and have your lunch . I will take you to meet someone today evening. But Mummy shoes…??asked Akilan again, yes you will get them first get up and have your lunch. Akilan was overjoyed. He went to have his lunch.
In the evening Akilan’s mother took him to her friend’s place where Akilan met a beautiful girl. She was just 3 years elder than Akilan. She was sitting on a chair and painting . She was painting Sceneries’. The painting looked so beautiful . Akilan’s mother introduced the girl to her son. She is Brinda! said Akilan’s mother . She is in her seventh std and she is good at painting. Just then girl’s mother came in with coffee and biscuits. They were talking and having fun for sometime. Just then Akilan noticed that !!He could not believe his eyes. He pinched himself to confirm it was not a dream. Yes , Brinda had no legs!!. On seeing this his eyes just filled with tears. He wiped it soon so that no one would notice. On his way back home Akilan’s mother told Akilan how Brinda had met with an accident few years before in which she lost her father and also her legs. Akilan was silent. Akil, see Brinda has no legs. She can never wear shoes in her life. But she is contented with her life and she is happy. Its not question of affording child!! We must see whether we need them? We can buy anything with money but learn to be contented with what you have. That is the way to make life happy. There are people who don’t even have a pair of shoes and in Brinda’s case…she was silent and looked at Akil. Mummy!! I understood said Akilan and just smiled at his mother.
RELAX!!
Nikil was highly frustrated. He did not know how to handle these things. Just then Ravi came in, and asked why he looked dull? Well, What to say? My onsite coordinator just blasted me in the phone. New Requirement change need to be implemented within two days. I am working on it but still not able to come out successfully. I am not able to fix where I am missing it. After so much hours of slog and effort still I need to get those blasting!! What is this job and life? I am highly de motivated said Nikil. Hey, come on Nikil its all in the game. Relax yourself. Relax!! I had forgot the meaning of that word. What is this life? always the same mechanical work and no thrill or experience? I miss those college days. Evergreen they are!! Ravi smiled at Nikil and asked him to sleep and not to strain himself and left. But Nikil was still thinking.
He came back to senses only when his cell phone rang. He saw the number in his mobile. It was new to him. He took the phone . Hello, Is it Nikil? asked the voice at other end. Yes , speaking! may I know who is speaking? replied Nikil. The voice was hesitant for a moment and then told Mr. Nikil can I meet you today ? Nikil was curious to know who was talking and asked again may I know who is this? Yes, you can know me if you come to hotel Blue Moon at 6.00 PM today. Hello,Hello !! who are you? engaged tone was heard at other end. Nikil had no idea as who called him!! He was not sure whether to go to the place mentioned or it was just a fake call. He was engrossed in his thoughts and soon he slept off.
5.45 PM. Nikil entered Hotel Blue Moon. He turned around to see if anyone was watching him. He went and sat in the table which was in the right corner. He ordered for coffee. He was restless and saw the time . It was 5.59 PM. Waiter came with the coffee. When he took the cup for a sip he could see the note ,'Mr. Nikil come to Gandhi Park behind Hotel Blue Moon at 6.30 PM' . He called the Waiter but the waiter vanished from there. He had no idea what was happening around him. He was now shivering and had a thought whether to leave the place immediately or to call Police and inform about this!! Just then the cell phone rang!! Mr. Nikil , If you try to act smart by going to Police then I warn you , you have to meet the consequences!! Nikil was blank.
He entered Gandhi park. It was getting dark. It was now 7.00PM and the closing time of the park was nearing. He was about to leave when he heard a Voice… Mr. Nikil. Nikil was about to turn around but before he could the voice with the pistol at his back and asked him to move to the car that was parked outside. Nikil could not do anything. He entrered the car and once he entered a black cloth was tied around his eyes. Everything became dark to him. He did not know how long he had travelled. The car stopped and he was pulled out of the car and made to walk with the cloth still tied around his eyes. He was able to hear some whispering voices .
He was made to walk a steep area. He stumbled and somehow managed to reach the destination. Welcome Mr. Nikil! Welcome to our place!. Voice sounded familiar to Nikil but he was not able to recognize immediately. He was made to sit on a chair and the chair started rotating . It was slow in the beginning but later it started to rotate faster and faster. Nikil could not bear it. He felt dizzy. Slowly the rotation of the chair slowed down and the cloth tied round his eyes was removed. He slowly opened his eyes. He was not able to see anything around him in the beginning. It was full of darkness. Slowly he could see the candle lights. Later the burst of Balloons!!
Nikil could not understand, what was happening around him? Suddenly he heard the voice, Happy Birthday Nikil… He turned around to see his Friend Ravi there. His words failed him and he was just staring when all his three friends Rajesh, Saravanan and Ezhil coming close to him singing Happy Birth day. Nikil shouted what’s all this?? Ravi came near him , hey cool down Buddy!! You complained regarding your work and was always full of stress . We just plotted plan to celebrate your birthday in this way so that you would be bit relaxed. You also said, that you needed thrill and experience right? asked Ravi with smile. Hope now your relaxed. Relaxed!! Hey you four made my blood to freeze!! Now you have to face the consequences. Saying these words, he started chasing all the four around that place and soon laughter filled the air!!
THE CHANGE
I have never been like this!!
I have never been engrossed in thoughts!
I have never been staring at things!
I have never been so lonely!
Change that made me so happy
Change that taught me to be polite
Change that taught me to control my anger
Change that taught me to admire beauty
Change that gave me bliss
Change that taught me to smile gently
Change that made my life colorful
Change that made me energetic
It is said that our body is mixture of chemicals
What chemical did you spray on me?
To kindle this feeling of love!!
Which makes me think of Immortal life with you!!??
Love is score of Zero
My thought before seeing you-But
Zero has its value in Mathematics!! -Similarly
Love has its value in Life!!
Who Will Answer This Question?
“Appa, what is this ? Why do you keep on coughing? My child will get infected because of you.” , said Raja when his father coughed due to illness.
“Appa, Don’t spit here? Why don’t you understand? I think you can better go to some room and stay alone” , said Raja when his father was sick.
Mr. Santhanam was working as a LIC Agent and unable to take these words of his son left home and stayed in a room alone. He used to work all the day long in the hot sun collecting Premiums and then at night would come to his room . Most of the days he did not have proper food and also he was becoming sick and pale day by day and there was no one to take care of him at his Old age. Sometimes he used to think of his family and wanted to join with them but his self-respect did not allow him to do so. He used to call to his home and talk to his wife every week . She was allowed to be with her son to look after her grandson. It so happened his wife did not get call this week. She was worried regarding this and asked his son to visit his room and see what happened to his father. But Raja told he was very busy and left for office. At office, he received a call that his father expired two days before and people found it only now as they suspected his absence for the past two days. When they broke the house and entered they could see Mr. Santhanam dead. He had died due to High Pressure said Doctor after examining the body of Mr. Santhanam.
Karthika was thinking about these things. She saw Raja performing the rituals, he was pouring the milk weeping. Karthika thought to herself” When his father was alive he did not give even a glass of water and no one was near him to take care of him when he died, now what is the use of pouring milk after his death?”
Nature's Crooked Mind
“Oh Goodness! what a surprise?”, he murmured to himself and attended the call. His face changed and he was grief struck when he heard the news.
Ravi was watching Varuna being buried. His best friend is no more in this world. He was having the diary given by Varuna to her mother before her death.
As he turned the pages, he saw a letter addressed to him by Varuna. He started reading.
To my Dear Friend,
I know , you must be confused with my behavior these days. You were my best buddy and I care for you and like you so much. I am lucky to have you as my friend. They say best friends stay forever. But Ravi… I cant be with you forever. It was natures' crooked mind to take away me from this world at this young age in the name of Cancer. But no one is to be blamed. The moment I heard that I am nearing my final stage I want to tell you this and cry to you. But I was not able to tell to you. I had no strength to face you with this truth which I know would shatter you. I hid the sorrow within me. Even now, I am not away from you. I am always with you. Keep smiling buddy .
Your best buddy,
Varuna.
Tears filled Ravi’s eyes.
TRUE LOVE
“Am I doing the right thing?”
“Won’t my act bring shame to my family?” But the next second, face of Kumar came in her mind.
“Malini look, this is high time we should decide. Both our parents are not accepting for our marriage. We have no other go other then to leave the home”!. Malini was shocked to hear those words from Kumar. How could she bring shame to her parents?
Look Kumar, “I can’t do that. I can’t do that”. She almost burst into tears.
Malini see me, “No other way da!”.
“If you really love me you have to do this. If your love for me is true then you need to do this. Come to Central Railway station tomorrow early morning at 2. I will ask my friend to book tickets for Mumbai. We will get married there”.
Malini was not able to say anything. She came home with a heavy heart. It was 12.30 midnight. She was not able to decide still. She was engrossed in her thoughts. She came back to senses only when the cell phone rang!!
“Hello Malu, be ready at 1.30. Come to the back side of your house. I will bring my car there. Is that ok?”
“Yes”, said Malini and cut the phone.
Malini and Kumar studied in the same college. They were in love with each other since college days. When their parents came to know about their affair as usual both their parents did not accept. Malini’s Parents started finding alliance for her. In this situation they had no other way other then to leave the home.
Malini got up from her bed. Dressed her. Packed her things. She saw the time. It was 1.00 AM. She went to see her parents. They were in sound sleep. She saw them for a while and came back. She was only daughter to her parents. She was confused again as whether to go with Kumar. Cell phone rang!!
“Hello Malu, I am waiting outside”.
Malini wiped her tears and took her things and went to the door step. She opened the door and went out. She saw Kumar’s car at the backside of her house. She went near the car and got inside.
“I am happy Malu”, said Kumar.
“Now within half an hour we will be reaching the station. Train is at 2.30. So no problem”, said Kumar
Malini just gave him a smile!! did not reply him anything.
“Malu, are you not happy with this decision?” , asked Kumar.
“I am happy”, said Malini trying to give a fake smile.
The car sped away. They reached the Railway station at 2.00.
“Malu you wait here!! I will check the passenger’s list and come back”. Malini sat on the bench with her things. Just then she saw a couple with their daughter also waiting for the train. From the Child’s state she understood that the child was not well and her father was carrying the child. She could see her mother with tears. She went near the couple and enquired what happened?
“My daughter met with an accident two days back and she hurt herself in spinal cord. Our Family Doctor asked us to take her to his friend who is a Doctor at Mumbai as there would be better treatment then here”, replied the father of the child. Malini saw that they were not that rich. She could figure out from their appearance. She told them not to worry and everything would be al right. Saying these words, she went back to the bench and sat there. She closed her eyes. Her thoughts re winded.
She was in her 12th. Malini’s father got her a new cycle. Malini went for a ride in the cycle. When she was about to turn, she met with an accident with a car. Soon she was unconscious. She was taken to hospital. She was admitted in I.C.U. She remembered how her parents struggled to meet the expenses of the hospital which was very difficult for a middle class family. She remembered that her father sold their house and gave her the treatment. She remembered how her parents struggled to give her college education. Her mother used to mortgage her jewels and then get the money and paid her the college fees.
She remembered her father saying to her mother one night... “Kamala whatever may be the struggle we undergo we should bring our daughter without any pains. After all she is our only daughter and we live for her. You know all these pains are for only few more years. My daughter will study well and she will get a good job and she will look after the family, for which her mother smiled”.
Malini could not control her tears.
“Malu!”, called Kumar. “Come let’s go!!”
Malu saw Kumar for a while.” Hey, what? Get up. Let’s move!”, said Kumar.
“I am not coming” ,came Malini’s stern voice. Kumar was shocked. “Are you joking?, Come lets go!!”. He pulled her towards the compartment.
Malini relieved her hand from Kumar with force. “I am not joking. I am not coming Kumar. I am not coming. Sure”.
“I can’t put my parents to shame. I can never do that”.
“Malu are you mad? Come let’s start”. The train will start in another five minutes.
“No Kumar!! I have decided not to come with you”.
“Oh have you madam? Then what’s the meaning of love you had for me?” Kumar asked irritated
“Yes I loved you. But I can’t betray my parents love. I know you for 2 years but they have loved me for 20 years. I can never put them to shame in front of this society”.
“If I do that then I am not a human. I am an animal”.
“Oh! This you must have thought before you fell in love with me!! Not now”, told Kumar.
“Yes, I had done a mistake. But now I can’t do any further mistake. Before my Parents love, I don’t feel that your love is precious to me! We would not be happy without their Blessings!”.
“If our love is true, we need to wait till both our parents agree. If your love was true for me you need to agree for this”.
Saying these words, Malini walked out of the Railway station!
Life Goes On…
“No Rita you don’t disturb me at all. You are my friend.” Ravi used to tell with a smile which always gave a secured feeling to Rita.
“Sorry Ravi, hereafter I wont disturb you” . “ yes that would be better. I would be more happy without your friendship”. Said Ravi with a stern look which made Rita puzzled. “What happened to you Ravi?” asked Rita. Ravi went without saying a word. Rita did not know still what is the reason for this break-up of Friendship. She was confused. Though she tried calling her friend the calls went unanswered.
Rita also decided not to disturb him anymore. Though it was painful for her some days as days went by she was coming back to her normal life and her Life goes on …
Just A Share Of Thought! - LIKE U SO MUCH!!
In any relationship I feel its necessary to maintain a distance. Recently I was watching a psychiatrist’s interview on the TV. She told that today most of the problems arise in relationships only due to this lack of maturity in love we have for others. We cant expect our lovable ones to be always with us. They have their own work and we at one point of time need to understand the situation and allow them to continue their work. If a husband/wife does not reply properly in phone it doesn’t mean that he/she is not willing to talk to us. May be they are busy or held up with other thoughts about his/her work. We need to understand . Most of the time the problem begins with this thinking that he/she does not like me anymore. He/she is not like before. We need to understand that “Nothing is Permanent except change”. So we need to adapt to the situation and make them happy. That is the best way to express our affection for our loved ones. How much we understand them? That is more important in maintaining any relationship. One of my friend never talks in phone more than five minutes though not busy. At first, I felt that may be my friend is not willing to talk to me. Later I came to know that my friend does not like to talk in phone for a long time. When I understood this I respected my friends attitude though I am a person who speaks for hours in phone . So it all depends on the person. Each one are different in their own way. We need to understand that,and that is the way to success of maintaining any relationship
The Most Beautiful Flower-
The park bench was deserted as I sat down to read
Beneath the long, straggly branches of an old willow tree.
Disillusioned by life with good reason to frown,
For the world was intent on dragging me down.
And if that weren't enough to ruin my day,
A young boy out of breath approached me, all tired from play.
He stood right before me with his head tilted down
And said with great excitement, "Look what I found!"
In his hand was a flower, and what a pitiful sight,
With its petals all worn -- not enough rain, or too little light.
Wanting him to take his dead flower and go off to play,
I faked a small smile and then shifted away.
But instead of retreating he sat next to my side
And placed the flower to his nose and declared with overacted surprise,
"It sure smells pretty and it's beautiful, too.
That's why I picked it; here, it's for you."
The weed before me was dying or dead.
Not vibrant of colors, orange, yellow or red.
But I knew I must take it, or he might never leave.
So I reached for the flower, and replied, "Just what I need."
But instead of him placing the flower in my hand,
He held it midair without reason or plan.
It was then that I noticed for the very first time
That weed-toting boy could not see: he was blind.
I heard my voice quiver, tears shone like the sun
As I thanked him for picking the very best one.
"You're welcome," he smiled, and then ran off to play,
Unaware of the impact he'd had on my day.
I sat there and wondered how he managed to see
A self-pitying woman beneath an old willow tree.
How did he know of my self-indulged plight?
Perhaps from his heart, he'd been blessed with true sight.
Through the eyes of a blind child, at last I could see
The problem was not with the world; the problem was me.
And for all of those times I myself had been blind,
I vowed to see the beauty in life, and appreciate every second that's mine.
And then I held that wilted flower up to my nose
And breathed in the fragrance of a beautiful rose
And smiled as I watched that young boy, another weed in his hand,
About to change the life of an unsuspecting old man.
Author: Cheryl L. Costello-Forshey
THE DAWN!!
Malar had given birth to first child (girl). Her happiness had no bounds because she had given birth to this child after 4 years of marriage. She expected the same happiness from her husband Akilan. But Akilan was not happy. Akilan was a poor farmer and was thinking how to manage with the girl child. He was thinking for a long time. He decided to give Kallipal and kill the child! But his conscience was pricking him. He was not able to decide and also he thought of the expenses in bringing the girl child. He was reminded what Kodangi said two days before. He would surely be blessed with a boy baby. So he made his mind to kill his daughter.
Akilan went in to the room where Malar was sleeping with the child. He looked the child for sometime. He saw the time. It was 9.00 PM. As he bent down to take the child Malar woke up. She smiled at him. She asked whether he had his dinner. Akilan replied yes. He asked her to sleep and then went out and leaned against the pillar. Soon he fell asleep.
Appa, I am your daughter…Why u wanted me to kill? Do you think I am a burden to you? Please Appa don’t kill me. Just because I was born as a girl you hate me. Appa don’t think that bringing up a girl child is expensive. Today government has brought in many schemes to help the girl child. If you educate me I would become a doctor , engineer or IAS officer in the future. Don’t consider me as a burden. Don’t kill me Appa. I was born to you after 4 years of marriage. Don’t you love me Appa? I am your daughter. How could you kill me? Please Appa don’t kill me… The child started to cry loudly. Akilan could not bear. He could see blood coming from his child’s eyes. The child did not stop crying. Akilan ran and took the child in his arms, hugged the child. The child stopped crying and looked at Akilan.
Akilan woke up from his sleep. He went into the room to see his child and was happy to see the child sleeping peacefully in the warmth of her mother. Akilan was ashamed of himself. He decided not to consider his daughter A Burden but as The Dawn of his heredity!!
Kallipal- > Milk they give in villages to kill a new born child.
Kodangi - > One who says about the future.
I Love You
The bus was waiting for the signal to be green
and the seconds counting down.
He was on the opposite side of the road.
His eyes were so very attractive that made me to see them again.
His hair color was black.
The moment I saw him my heart jumped with joy.
He was so handsome.
I think he too was waiting to cross the road.
I wanted to get down from the bus ,
cross the road ,
go near to him ,
give my hand and tell him
‘I love you’
and then tell him that
“you are the most attractive and energetic puppy I ever saw”.
Just then the signal turned to green and the bus moved on.
Friends...
Friends... I feel they are seven magical letter words that bond us together to a person whom we differ a lot may be in culture,language etc.. but still we like them and always feel happy for them being our friend. I too become close with anyone within short span of time. If I start liking them and attached to them it becomes very difficult for me to be without them. Also when I feel that the importance I gave to my friend they are not giving me or they ignore me I feel very bad and wanted to be away from them. I have faced many problems because of this attitude.
One of my friend whom I met just a year ago. I became very close with this person and that friend became one of my best friend very soon. But one incident happened that made me realize that my friend did not consider me as I do. I wanted to be away from this friend. Though its painful when we wanted to be away its always better to be away from such persons who don’t understand us. Even before I took this decision I spoke with that person I told what I feel for which I got a reply all are my assumptions. My friend did not even take some time to consider or to ask me why is that I am feeling like that. Even now when I think of that friend and I pen it down to write this tears fill my eyes. But I don’t regret for my decision as its good to be away rather than to be with the person and be uncomfortable with their relationship.
So becoming close with a person within short span of time or we take time doesn’t matter but that person must be one who can understand us and respect our feelings.
Thought will blog between :-)
My Reports not Working
Have to Make it Work
Thought will blog between!! :-)
Reena
It was her friend Raju. She knew why Raju was calling her for the past two weeks continuously. It was because of her decision. Raju tried to convince her when she told her decision. But nothing could change her mind. She was stubborn. Raju and Reena though good friends Reena's nature of possessiveness had often led to fight between both. Be it friend or any Relationship Reena could not change her attitude. She had tried many times but most of the time her possessive nature made Raju to be angry with her. Reena liked her friend so much. She thought instead of being with him and having a fight I can move away from his life. When she told this to Raju , he thought she was sentimental as usual. But he was mistaken.
Reena was in a confusion whether this decision was right or wrong but she strongly believed that individuals are the masters of their own decisions though it is right or wrong!!
Now what you feel, was Reena's decision right???
An Unknown feeling!!
It so happened that Ranjith did not come to office one day. She later came to know through her friends that he met with an accident and admitted at Hospital. Tears filled her eyes , but she quickly wiped it off before her friends could see. After her lunch, she was in a hurry to finish her day’s work and leave for the day. Yes, she had decided to go to hospital and see Ranjith. That evening she finished her work and entered the hospital at 4.30PM. She enquired his ward no at the reception. When she neared the ward her heart beat fast. She did not know why? She did not know how to face him? But she gathered all her strength and went inside the ward. Ranjith was lying in his bed. He had been bandaged in his legs. “Ranjith”,called Rani. Ranjith turned with a surprise. “Rani..,Rani , please do sit”,said Ranjith with a broad smile in his face. On seeing him with injuries Rani could not control her tears. She was just seeing him. She wanted to speak but words failed her. Ranjith understood her feeling. His pain vanished in seconds. He was smiling at her and thanking the nature for his accident. Now both were in their own world of Love and Joy !!
My Sweetie!!
She is so brilliant
Some say she is just
Plan of human mind - But
I always admire her!
She sometimes scolds me
When I do a mistake
Sometimes I never understand
What she says?
It would be too difficult for me!
Then I goggle it to find
What she had scolded me?
Anyway she is my sweetie
My inseparable companion
My sweetie computer!! :-) :-)
FootPrint!!
Hope this continues
Just don’t know why??
After a Long Time
I could feel the happiness in me!!
Hope this continues :-) :-)
Before My Life Ends!!
Hope it is your message-But
I don’t see your message
Each time I receive a mail
Hope it is your Mail-But
I don’t see your mail
Each time my phone rings
Hope it is your call-but
I don’t see your number
Each time tears fill my eyes
Hope your hand wipes off-But
Tears roll down!!
Each time I broke down
My ears wait for your words-But
I am left alone!!
Each time I cross you
Wanted to hear your 'hi'-But
You go leaving me behind!!
Each time I need comfort
Hope I would rest on your shoulders-But
Sadness fills my heart!!
If you would have whipped me
I would have felt happy
If you would have been angry
I would have not complained
But,
Friend what made you to leave me alone??
When I see the places where we played
When I cherish the moments spent with you
When I remember the moments we had fight
When I remember your words of comfort
My heart pains!!
Stop with this play !
Hide me with your wings of Friendship and care!
Before My Life Ends!!
Periyar – Movie Review.
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மண்டைச்சுரப்பை உலகு தொà®´ுà®®்
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அவர்தான் பெà®°ியாà®°்!!
- பாரதிதாசன்
It was an excellent experience watching the movie Periyar. People like me, who had just heard about him and his service to this society and not seen him , Sathyaraj just brought Periyar before our eyes through his excellent acting. The songs that went on well with the story line. Especially the song Nanum yaroo… by Jesudas which comes after the death of Nagamaiyar depicts the feelings of Periyar when he lost his wife. Also, the song to abolish Devadasi system Thai Thai.. danced by Swarnamalya is just another good piece.
Kushboo aptly fits in for the character of Maniammaiyar in her Resemblance and also her acting was good. The other characters like C.N. Annadurai, Dr. Kalaingar , M.G.R were perfectly matched .
It was indeed great work by the Director to bring in the life history of Periyar in a movie in a way everyone could understand and enjoy it.
Periyar - A movie to be watched especially by the younger generations to know about the service he had done to this society.
Wonderful Thing In life
Sit before Monitor-with
Hands on Keyboard
Blog , blog,blog... :-) :-)
I just remember these words which I got as forward in a mail from Calvin and Hobbes
There is no Pleasure in having nothing to do..
The fun is in having lots to do and not doing it.. :-) ;-)
When You are Near Me!! - When You are Far from Me!!
The night is dark
The breeze is cool
Stars shines brightly
Moon smiles at Me!!
My heart in joy
My eyeballs rolls fast
My hands shakes nervously
Life smiles at Me!!
When You are Far from Me!!
The night is dark
The breeze is hot
Stars shines brightly
Moon frowns at Me!!
My heart in sorrow
My eyeballs restless
My hands shakes nervously
Life is dull!!
Just a Friend!!
I walk with my hands folded
With my heart heavy
Eyes filled with tears
Dreaming the moments
Filled with fun
Filled with joy
Filled with bliss
In the same Path
When we had walked
Hand in Hand
Promising True Friendship!!
Through the Dark Forest
I walk with my hands folded
With my heart heavy
Eyes filled with tears
You who gave me
Smiles in Tears
Tears in Smile
Being my close friend
Now I walk alone
With Memories of your words
When you told last
In a tone different to me
Through the Dark Forest
I walk with my hands folded
With my heart heavy
Eyes filled with tears
Let's not blame friendship
Now we part
From close Friends
As Just Friends!!
Is it child's play?
To my question
Your answer was
Time will Heal !!
Through the Dark Forest
I walk with my hands folded
With my heart heavy
Eyes filled with tears
Forever your friend!!
Stabbing my heart
Allowing it to bleed
Deep inside me
I could feel
Pain and Burn
I did not expect riches
From you my friend
Just your friendship
Flawless friendship
Bonded with love and care
Just close to your heart
As your best companion
Forever your friend
Forever your friend
Was my boon expensive?
For you to reject it?
Just went leaving me Unanswered
If my farness
Gives you happiness
Promise you friend
You will not hear the slightest whispers of me
Will not see the shadow of me
Will be too far from you!!
But Damn!!
My heart , my mind
Will spin round you
Without listening to my command
But I swear
Never will they disturb your Peace!!
In silence
Unknown to You
I will still be
Forever your friend!!
With Tender care!!
Which sucks the nectar
From flowers- I asked them
Is the nectar sweet?
They told yes-But
Bewildered with my reply
As I watch the rainbow
Up in the sky
With wonderful colors
And beauty- I asked the clouds
Is the rainbow beautiful?
They told yes-But
Bewildered with my reply
As I feel the breeze
Which made me happy
With its soft touch- I asked the trees
Is the touch soft?
They told yes- But
Bewildered with my reply
As I watch the sea
Waves which amazed me
With its height- I asked the shore
Is the Sea deep?
It boasted sea's depth-But
Bewildered with my reply
I replied them
There is sweetest person
Than this nectar
Sweetest in words
There is most beautiful person
Than this rainbow
Most Beautiful in Friendship
There is most soft touch
Than this breeze
Touch of Love and care
There is something still deeper
Than this sea-My
Friend whose love is more deeper.
Nectar,
Rainbow,
Breeze,
Sea
Amazed
Asked me to show you to them
I told No
With Pride replied
You are Precious to me
And hid you with my Palms
With Tender care!!
Deep Agony
Engrossed in memories
Of past
Thinking of the future
A world without you
A world without my friend
Memories run in me
When I think of seconds
We had chat together non-stop
Talking about everything on earth
But today without your words
On this earth I seem to be alone
Without your smile
My days are dull
Friendship envied us
On our True Friendship
Theory of Relativity
First time in the world
With our Friendship !!
I cant be angry with you
For leaving me alone
For my anger on you will hurt me
My friend!!
Chirping of birds is no more a music
Beauty no more exists with Nature
Everything had lost its charm
As I sit alone missing you
Rustling of leaves
Sound of waves
movement of clouds
Are still!!??
As They all mourn
For my unsaid
Deep Agony
That which has
Put my soul to flames!!
Right Attitude-Just a Share Of Thought!!
She narrated the series of incidents that took place at her work place. Her colleagues , her friends all make fun of her with her height. I just smiled at her and told that there is nothing to worry about it. But still my sister was not convinced. I told her if People make fun of a person’s physical appearance that shows their immaturity and there is nothing you should worry about it. What is more important is how we overcome those criticism? People with flawless Physical appearance are not always good at heart. So it is always your maturity, your confidence, your intelligence, your attitude those things always counts . Overcome these criticisms and concentrate on your work . That is Right Attitude. My sister was now confident and went to her room happily.
But I wondered at this people who make fun of physical appearance. “Your short, your black, your fat “. Why don’t they understand that beauty never lies in these? Even if it is for fun why don’t they think that fun never comes in making others hurt?
For Yourself!!
In the farthest land
In the steepest mountain
In the thickest forest
In the Petal of flowers
In the distant sky
Amidst the clouds
I do search for
A friend like you
But the nature said
Your friend is only one
And there you have it
For yourself!!
No more talks
No more calls
No more…and
No more-But
Next second
My anger vanishes
I come to you again
With a slightest doubt-But
I feel embarrassed
For that slightest doubt
For your smile greets me
And hides it with wings of Friendship!
Wings that takes me to a different world
Wings that sow confidence within me
Wings that makes my Affliction lighter
Wings that makes me cool!!
Wings that teaches me Life
Wings that teaches me to Forgive
Wings that always hugs me
Wings that always conceal me!!
In the deepest ocean
In the farthest land
In the steepest mountain
In the thickest forest
In the Petal of flowers
In the distant sky
Amidst the clouds
I do search for
A friend like you!!
Miss u
Miss u friend
Miss ur brightening mails
Miss ur caring messages
Miss ur tender calls
Miss ur smiling jokes
Miss ur brightest smile
Miss ur magical voice
Miss ur words
Miss ur words of courage
Miss ur words of care
Miss ur words of benevolence
Miss ur words of gentleness
Miss ur words of Cheerfulness
Miss ur words of bliss
Waiting to see you
Waiting to see your smile
Waiting to hear your voice
Waiting to feel your presence
Waiting to talk to you
Waiting to smell your fragrance of friendship
Miss u a lot- Miss u-Miss u
P.S. Dedicated To my Dear Friend who is angry with me :-( .. hope my friend will talk to me in future
As You Wish!!
We ordered for dinner and talked about that day’s happenings but still I was not able to tell my decision to Ravi. Think he would have sensed this and asked me “ I guess there is something that you want to tell me”. I told Yes and then slowly called his name “Ravi, you know I have a desire in my life even from very long time which I need to tell you, I am not sure will you agree for this?”. Ravi smiled and asked me to tell what was in my mind. “Ravi , next month we are getting married” I paused. “Oh! Thanks for the information madam”, he smiled with a wink .
“Ravi be serious and listen to me first”
“Yes , serious” he then leaned forward and made a gesture as if he is very keen in listening to me.
“Ravi, after our marriage”, I was bit hesitant and looked at his eyes.
“After our marriage , Come on Meena there is nothing to be so hesitant with me”.
“We...We can have one...one biological child...Ravi looked at me with a surprise
"And the other child must be an adopted child. You know it’s a great feeling give security,care and relationship to a child who has been left orphan in this world, this had been my desire even from my teens ”.
“Will you agree to this? Or…” I was eagerly waiting for his answer.
He got up from his chair and came and sat next me. He took my hands in him and told
“I am Proud of You Dear, As you Wish”,saying these words he looked into my eyes. His eyes were asking me are you happy now? For which my eyes replied with tears. Tears of Joy
Oh My Goodness!!!
“This is not the first time you are doing this, most of the time so careless, don’t you know you must be careful with your belongings?”-My mother
“She is always like this only.. even during school days she used to lose her pens often” –My sister.
All were scolding me today morning for I had lost my gold dollar. I was not sure when I had lost it or where I had lost it? Today morning as I was standing before mirror I found something missing. After a long time I did realized I had lost my dollar from the chain. I told my parents and had got the above said scolding and words before I started to office today.
As I was trying to come out from this I received a call in the afternoon from my sister. Wondered what she had to say me? Just called back again. After hearing her words I had no intention of going home at all.
Last month I had to write MBA assignments. Since I felt so bored writing I used to watch online movie and write the assignment . I must have watched some 17 movies when I realized that I was had 250 plan and I had watched 17 movies online. I told my friend for which he replied let us wait for the bill. The bill had come today. The amount was Rs.9998/-
I was shocked on hearing this. My sister had called my father and told regarding this. I am now frightened to go home. :-(
Just thinking what to say to my Father ?
Wherever U may go...
There will be a shadow
Behind you to follow
During troubles
During joy
There will be a heart
To share
Shadow which
Walks besides you
Unnoticed
It may not talk to you
It may be far from you
U may not see it
But it will be always
With you
For you
Color of sea
Spin of earth
Heat of sun
May change
In the decades to follow-But
The friendship we share
Will remain unchanged
Even in the deepest
Silence if u listen
U can hear whispers
Of my friendship
Even with words untold
U can feel my affection
Though its not seen
You can feel
You can smell
Feel the friendship
Smell its fragrance!!
Wherever U may go
There will be a shadow
Behind you to follow
As he walked by the shore...
Hearing the roaring of waves
In the darkest night
Enjoying the beauty of sea
It’s waves that raised high
And which touched the shore
Along with Oyster shells
Which were scattered
All over sand
The gentle breeze
Swept his face
Which gave him bliss
Which turned his
Tender heart filled
With deepest sadness
To a heart with excitement
His memories paced through past
He remembered
His small hands locked into
His mother’s as he walked
In the sand,
He remembered
His small hands that
Learnt fishing
Taught by father
He could sense the smell
Of his loneliness
He again saw the waves
Which now raised to a limit
And back into sea
If it had been in its limit
On that day!!
The dreadful day when
Sea which had been
Mother of living
Took thousand of lives into her bed
Leaving many orphan
In this world
Including him
Who is just expecting
His life would be colorful again…
Amrita
“Amrita ,don’t run dear, you may fall down.” Shanthi yelled at her 3 year old daughter as she was coming out of the super market. Amrita did not listen. She was running down the steps to the road and there a car was pacing at great speed.
“Amrita stop dear. Please stop” shouted Shanthi as she was running behind. But before she could get hold of Amrita she was knocked down by the car.
At Hospital
“Doctor, Please save my daughter”.
“We are trying our level best” replied the Doctor and went into Operation Theatre.
Shanthi and Rajesh were tensed.
They were counting the seconds...
“Shanthi , Please come down, they are waiting for you.”
“No, I cant, I am not able to”, Shanthi sobbed.
“Control yourself and come down” requested Rajesh
“Thanks a lot madam, because of you today my daughter is able to see this world”.
“I have no words to thank you, its only because of you my daughter is alive”.
“We can never forget your help madam, because of you my son is saved”.
Shanthi had no words to tell them. She was seeing those kids.
No, No she was seeing her daughter Amrita in the faces of three kids.
Shanthi’s eyes were filled with tears.
“Amma , don’t cry” ,she could hear her daughter’s voice.
Amrita though she is no more… still sees this world through these three kids for whom her eyes, kidney and heart were donated.
Remember!!
As we walk along
The diverged roads
Through different
Stage of opportunities
Experiencing the varied taste of life
Busy with our schedule
Bonded with our own family
We may never get a chance
To see each other
We may never talk again
We may never get a second
To sit occupied with our
Moments spent together
But friend!!
Remember !!
Deep in my heart
In the corner of my mind
I treasure the
Seconds we spent together
Each day before sleep
I Cradle those friendship memories
This loneliness though gives
Sadness
Makes the heart heavy with pain-But
In the pain
I can experience the
Bliss…
Bliss that energizes me
Remember!!
Till my last breath
Till my existence on this earth
Never will my heart forget you
Never will my eyes close
Without seeing you smile
And bid me good bye
On my last journey!!
In The Beauty Of Nature...
I lose myself
Which makes me speechless
Implanting a feeling of beatitude
As I watch the clouds pass by
As I watch the great mountains
As I watch the glittering rivers
As I watch the mighty waves
As I watch the forceful falls
As I watch the sparkling lightning
As I hear the rustling of leaves
As I hear the chirping of birds
As I hear the rumbling of thunder
As I hear the downpour of rain
As I smell the fragrance of flowers
As I feel the slightest
Change the nature makes
It Enriches my soul
Fills my heart with joy!!
Takes me closer to Nature
As I enjoy that Eternal joy
My senses are freshened
My confidence
My attitude
Are boosted up
The change that mother nature
Brings in me
When I lose me in Her!!
In the beauty of nature
I lose myself
Which makes me speechless
Implanting a feeling of beatitude
Night Show!!!
I too wanted to go... I have never been to night shows... that too when its Rajini's film I have heard it would be so interesting to watch the movie with all the screaming!!!
First time in my life i feel why I am born as a girl!! They dont take me only because of that!! :-( :-( :-(
Life is a journey...
Journey Of obstacles
Mixed with opportunities
Journey of thorns
With roses
Journey of tears
With happiness
Walk through darkness
Life dawns with hope
Withstand the downfall
Life raises with vigor
Shatter the pains
Life returns gains
Life is short
make it sweet
Life is a play
Direct it right
Life is a mirror
Sow seeds of goodness
Path of life
A mixture of
Joy
Sorrow
Loneliness
Fun
Enjoy the moments of joy
Burrow the moments of sorrow
Admire the moments of loneliness
Fill the moments of fun to the fullest
Life is a journey
Journey Of obstacles
Mixed with opportunities
Learn to Live it!!
I can see you In me!!
My world
Gets lightened
With ray of hope
Fills with
Rainbow of colors
My heart jumps out
With joy
I could feel the
Rhythm of change
When My lips utters
Your name
My boldness
Turns to coy
When I feel your
Presence near me
Feel of bliss
Knocks me down
Into a world
Where I could see
Just your image
As I stand before mirror
My image vanishes
And puzzles me
When it shows you!!
I can see you In me!!
Is Love a Deal??
I was just complaining to my friend regarding having love as a deal. One of my friend at my college recently invited me for his marriage. I was happy and opened the invitation and was surprised to see the girl’s name was not the name with whom he was in love during college days. I asked what happened to her? He just smiled and told, “oh that girl? It was deal between us for 3 years to be in love. Later we agreed not to disturb each other” and he laughed. It made me angry. But I did not say him anything and just wished him happy married life.
Let’s not blame all but there are people who take Love as a Deal. I am just confused by their attitude. As I was explaining this to my friend the other day with harsh tone I got a reply totally unexpected.
“Hey can we get into a deal? Let us be in love for Four months”, he told and just looked at me.
I stared at him.
After sometime he laughed so loudly telling that he was just checking my reaction. He told that it depends on the attitude of a person There are people who take things seriously like me and there are others who don’t. But his explanation did not convince me in anyway.
How could people take Love as a Play??
Will This Happen??
Will the affection turn to hatred??
Will the care turn to avoidance??
Music And Rhythm
In the rumbling of thunder
In the jingling of falls
In the melting of snow
In the buzzing of bees
In the flower Budding
In the words of a child
In the rowing of boat
In the roaring of waves
In the flames of fire
In the downfall of rain
In the twinkling of stars
In the lullaby of mother
Everything
Has a music
Has a rhythm
That
Makes life
Pleasant when
Rhythm of life
Triggers to extremes.
I always wonder...
why is that a Poem or a story
gets less number of comments
whereas just a two or three lines of write-up
gets more number of comments??
Or It can be put this way too...
24 lines gets 4 comments
4 lines gets the vice versa of comments... :-)
My Experience!!
Today I had to attend my friend’s marriage at chengalpet. I woke up early in the morning reached the place with my friends and then after the marriage got a ticket to Tambaram from chengalpet. After few minutes Train to Tambaram arrived. Myself and all my friends got a seat. Opposite to us were three guys. As the train started to move they started to talk. But this talk was not how we talk. They used gestures. Yes, they could not speak. I felt something heavy in my heart . I watched them. They were laughing, cracking jokes. Though I was not able to understand fully what they were telling I was watching them. Their happiness, made me happy. As I watched them , a thought struck me. Though we have everything at its best we feel unhappy sometimes. We feel frustrated as if we are lonely in a different world as if there is no body to care for us. Feel dejected when someone hurts us. But though they could not speak they had overcome that and when I saw them being so happy I felt ashamed of myself during the times when I used to think that I have nothing . Everything is within us. Our perspective. If we have a strong attitude we can overcome everything in this world. Just the attitude and our confidence on us is important.
Just remembered the sayings ,
“ If u look at what you do not have in life , you don’t have anything. If you look at what you have in life , you have everything”.
Rose Plant!!
Chinese Lady!!
What she said to me?
Inchuku mocha incha mocha
Chiku chiku chola
Chikaki chola
Eamia o!!!
These lines we used to recite and play at school...Though dono exactly the meaning of it...Does anyone know whether it is really a chinese language??
JUST AN IMAGINATION!! :-)
It says..
Luv
U
boy,
dude
ur
born
Just For Me!!
To tell u something
When my eyes meets yours
My words fail me
Unable to convey my feelings
When would I get
Courage to tell you
Wll it be too late??
Before that wont my feelings
Be Known to you
The words I need to tell
Wont they Come as your words-To
Make me happy!!
Sushil
How could he tell such a thing to her? How could these thoughts be implanted in him? She still was not able to come out of the shock sushil had given her.
“Radha, I am not able to keep this thinking, the feeling for you in me for a long time. We know each other as friends for past few months. But your attitude, your words, your thinking everything had totally taken me . I am not able to consider you as my friend anymore. To be frank “I love you”. With these thoughts I cant act to you as your friend. You need to decide on it now. Take care!!”
Radha though was shocked, liked his approach. She had decided what Sushil wanted her to tell to him.
Just then the sound of alarm woke up Radha, she woke up from bed shouting. “Huuh!! As usual dreamt like Sushil Proposing to you!, Go madam! Go and get Ready for office”, told her friend Kalai.
Happiness Again!!
My Dream
My Smile
My Love
My Life
I could see them
Vanishing from me
As you go
You take away
My precious feelings
With you- But
Nothing can shatter me
Will stand as strong as Rock
Without tears and without pain
As there is always
Continuity in things we assume as concluded
Life is always Precious
Life is always sweet
It is always a circle
That brings happiness again
My Desire To Learn!!
What if a girl says?!!
“What did he tell for that?” asked my friend.
He replied he is already committed.
“But why did you say so? what he would have thought of you?” My friend was bugging me with these questions.
“What’s wrong in telling a guy if we have a liking to him?”I asked her.
“ No we should not say though we like them. That would create a bad impression on us.” replied my friend.
“When guys tell us we don’t take it in wrong sense then why would they alone.?”
“No,A girl should hide her feelings. We must not let our feelings to be known though we like that person”.
“Then, how will the person know that we liked them? Feelings are same for both gender. Why is it wrong and would create a bad impression when a girl expresses her feeling”.
There is nothing bad about it and nothing to worry too I told my friend.
After sometime again my friend asked, “will you tell all these things to your husband in future?”
I smiled at her and replied, “yes of course. Why should I hide it. It happens in everyone’s life and there is nothing to hide it dear”.
But my friend asked again, “what will he think of you then?”
This time I was irritated by my friend’s question.
I asked “ What would he think ? he would know that I had liked some other person before liking him” as simple as that.
“No that would create a bad impression on us”. replied my friend again.
I was puzzled. I don’t know whether my friend was too imaginative or guys are narrow minded.
I just told my friend “Be true to yourself and always go for a person who can accept you as you are”.
After many arguments and explanations my friend took the reality of what I told and smiled at me.
How Long....?
“How are you honey”? came the voice from the other side of the receiver.
“I am fine. How are you? When you will be coming back to India?” asked Rita
“ Soon dear”.
“Huh!For the past one year your saying this. But you have never kept your word. I just hear your voice in Phone and receive your mails…..” Rita’s voice shivered.
“ Hey, What to do dear? The Project deadline is getting extended. Sorry dear. Now I ought to get back to work. Will call you again at night. Take care da”.
“You too take care. I love you…” Before Rita could complete it the receiver was cut at the other end.
Rita sighed and took her bag and called her mother aloud. “Amma I am going to my friend’s home. I may come late.”
“Ok Rita, come soon.” Replied her mother and watched her daughter as she walked away.
She came in and looked at her husband.
“How long your going to play this drama of Ravi calling her?” she cried
“I don’t know… till she understands that Ravi is no more…. till she is able to accept the reality….”came Venu’s reply who burst into tears.
Vani
“Yes, speaking”
“sorry to inform you that your husband died in a plane crash today when returning to Chennai”
“what!! …….”
Scene At Hospital
“Doctor, What happened to my daughter? I am so worried. She did not speak to anyone from the day she got the news of her Husband’s death”, sobbed Vani’s father.
“Due to the sudden demise of her husband she is in depression. It had to go all by itself. Lets hope for the best”
“hello! Uncle this is Kumar. I have landed safely at Chennai. Sorry I had to take another flight due to my immediate work and was not able to inform. How is vani? I will reach home within an hour”.
Scene At Home
“Hey Vani , just see me. Nothing happened to me. It was a wrong information.” He shook her violently
Vani slowly was able to recognize her husband’s voice and the reality that he is alive made her eyes filled with tears.
“I love you Kumar” she cried aloud and hugged him.
P.S :- Hope this had a happy Ending :-)
Musical Tone that enthralled Me!!
He was just two and a half years old. I was amazed the way he talked in the phone. It was as if I am talking to an adult. He answered with his sweet voice to my questions. I was totally enthralled. I felt happy after talking to him. I called again on Sunday just to hear his sweet voice. Just to hear his immature beautiful words. Just to hear his answers to my questions in his own musical tone.
None can deny the saying,
Child’s words and spending time with them are worth than anything on this earth.
DJ...
Note: The reason may come in my future blogs :-P
My friend Messaged me...
Need to tell you something but I felt shy...
I was surprised. Because I got this message as soon as I came to my cubicle today morning. But I was with her in bus.
Messaged her asking for the reason.
WOOOOOWWWW!!!!!
She is in LOVE!! :-)
She blushed I could sense that in her messages...
ALL THE BEST TO U DEAR!! Let the things be your way da :-)
MOTHER
“Two minutes dear” replied Vanaja, Rani’s Mother
“Its getting late. Why don’t you understand that I have to reach school on time. I have told you many times.” screamed Rani at the top of her voice
“What to do dear? Servant maid is on leave today, I had other work to be completed also. Just wait for few seconds Rani”
“No, I am leaving . You have the breakfast yourself. I don’t need it.” saying these words Rani rushed out of her home in cycle to her school.
At School
It was Moral science period Ms. Rose, Rani’s class teacher was telling the students regarding the love of a Mother.
She was saying how a mother takes care of her child right from the day the baby is formed in her womb. Sacrifices she makes to deliver the baby. Its indeed a Women’s second birth. Pain she takes to make her child happy between her busy schedule.
She was explaining the feeling of working mother where she hides the pain of leaving her child alone and go to work. The work they do at home satisfying the needs of each and every member. The soul that wakes up early and goes to bed late after her daily work, yet never complains.
As Ms. Rose was explaining this , Rani was reminded of the scene that took place in the morning. How she had hurt her mother? After all she was preparing the breakfast so fast just for her.
“For all these love and affection our mother gives , the time our mother spends for us what are we going to give her in return.
All you have to do is earn a good name and return the love she had given for you unconditionally” told Ms. Rose
Rani’s eyes were filled with tears. She made up her mind to ask sorry to her mother.
She was waiting eagerly to go home .
Just an Imagination :-P
I told her what I would do...
I would give an entry like a James Bond . Will enter the room sliding down from the rope with coffee. Would just throw the coffee glasses to him for him to catch. Need to check whether he could catch it properly(:-P). Would ask his interests. Need to check if his interests matches mine(;-). Would ask him whether he has any questions for me?
My friend replied with a sad look “ Probably he wont have any questions at all”.
Then I would again use the same rope and leave the hall. Between when I am entering and leaving I wanted Athiradikaran music to be played ( My favorite from recent list)
I looked at my friend after giving a small act of my narration. She was bewildered. She told “Poor soul”.(My future husband . Not me it seems )
Anyway let’s see what happens :-P
In the days to live...
Enjoy every second
Treasure each moment
Life is once
Do not crush it
For life is not a mystery!!
In the days to live
Live with sincerity
Work with dedication
Life is once
Do not spoil it
For life is a history!!
In the days to live
In the garden of life
Sow seeds of energy
Water with hope
Fertilize with Trust
To reap Love
Life is once
Do not make it rotten
For life Priceless!!
In the days to live
Gain hearts
Gain Love
Gain Confidence
Life is once
Do not make it a Pain
For life is Sweet!!
